:: (T_T) ::

sy SEDEY...tp sy harus GEMBIRA....

Equation 4 TODAY...

rase SEDIH + terpaksa SENYUM = HIPOKRITasss... = berLakoN diPentaS Dunia...


p/s: berlakon tidak smstinya hanya di IB mahupn TV...

:: i LOVE HIM ::

i love u...i love u...i love u....

nobody can take ur place in my heart...

i pray the best 4 u..i'll always...

please be strong ...u have 2, abah..

i really miss the moments we had spent 2gether...
when u were strong 2 do many things...
we went 2 GrandUnion by motorcycle..
we ate roti canai+beriyani ayam madu+teh o ais limau kat Maulana...
we painted my bedroom..
we changed the furniture arrangements of my bedroom..
and that was the last thing we did 2gether b4 this semester started..
after that..u start loosing ur weight..easy 2 get tired...pale..and ur body always getting sweat a lot..

since i'm in ur cares..

u act like u are my biological father(BF)...

u loves me more than my BF did...absolutely..

i love u a lot....thousands times more than i shud luv my BF...

u already took care of me for 22 years.. without any regrets... without any payments...

thanks a lot..abah!

when i'm home..
i wont let myself cry in front of u..
even i was always feel 2 do so..
i pretends like i m strong enough 2 face ur current health condition..
but it is not, actually..
i dun wanna make u sad..

same goes 2 my mum...
she always cried when she talked 2 me(on the phone) bout abah..
she try 2 not cries in front of him...
she is stronger than wut i expecting b4...
she tried 2 give her best 2 entertain abah..2 make him forget about his painful for a moment..


2 all my beloved frens...

please pray the best 4 my abah..
tolong sama2 doakan abah sy..

he is suffering from colon cancer (stage 4-cancer cells spread 2 his liver)..
there is nothing 2 do with it..
except
doing an operation with 50% potential 2 recover..
or doing chemotheraphy which can gives many negative effects..
according 2 abah..
(since he already done 30 times chemo last time when his cancer still in stage 3 n after doing an operation on it)
chemo will make him feel very painful+fatigue+exhausted+dizziness+dry skin+etc...

i dunno wut 2 say..just praying the best 4 him..
let him and others members of my family decide the best 4 him...

for me...baik bg abah, baik la bg sy...

ABAH..sy syg abah sgt2...kuatkn smgt...lawan penyakit abah...
sy sentiasa doakan abah sht mcm slalu...

aku yakin n percaya bhw Allah ade perancangan yg cukup sempurna utk abah dan kami sekeluarga....

sentiasa berpegang dgn kata2..
"stiap yg berlaku ade hikmahnye.."

wassalam...

:: akHirNya BLOGku ini diUPDATE juge.. ::

Assalamualaikum...

Lame gak aku x update blog ni..
BZ + MALAS...hehe!
ni pn aku kuatkn smaangat menepek gamba2 sbb YAN..
si Yan ni la yg dok bsg2 suh aku update2..haha..
(x psl2 yan femes kat cni..)

Actually manyak gak mende yg aku x sempt share sblm ni..
so..
korg hadap ah puas2 yer gamba2 pasni..hehe..
(aku mls nk nulis sbenanye..)

kpd YAN, jgn bising2 lg pasni..huhuhu!

k, kte mule ngan bowling SAP kat PAS...




dah pnat2...mkn la plak...






this is my favourite DESSERT...

STRAWBERRY...yummy!!!

ni lak time FUTSAL SAP...



ok..cukup2 ah bergumbira + keluarkan peluh..

skang ni time nk kne STRESS..hahaa..

FYP!!!!!

ni time klas FYP (final year project)..
kne prezen sorg2 kat DR Nasiroh..






senyuman palsu dr kami...hahaha...



okkeyh...nnt la smbg citer pasal FYP tu..

skang aku nk citer ngan korg psl mknn..
(komfem wan mst ckp.."gg ni x abis2 ckp psl mkn..."..haha..x kisah laa..)

ni aku nk citer...sjak 2 minggu ni..
aku tataw nape aku asyik ketagih nk mkn roti canai cheese kat HAKIM tu..
huhu..
hrtu saje try skali..
lpas je dr hrtu..
tah brape kali tah aku dok sarap kat HAKIM tu smate2 nk mkn mende tu..
nnt korg try la k!
sedap..nyum2!..
(only 4 CHEESE LOVER okkeyy..)


(sekadar gambar hiasan...huhuhu!)

ni lak time ktorg g mkn kat ANGGERIK cafe,UiTM...






affordable price....
nice meals...

OK frenZZZ...
i think...we better STOP skang..
kalo x kang..blog aku ni jd cam MENU kat restaurant laks..
hahaha...

but..

b4 that..aku nk kasi TRIVIA kat korg..

BY LOOKING AT THE BELOW PICTURES...




cube korg TEKA brape jumlah duit yg ade kat dlm tu..
sape yg kasi jwpn tepat(dgn nilai sen skali okeyy)..
aku blanje roti cheese kat HAKIM tu..

sume leh try keyh!

ALL THE BEST!!!hehehe....

k lah..caw cin cawww!!!

p/s: Jawapan TRIVIA akan 'diuar-uarkan' bbrape hr dr skrg...

Wassalaam....